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After Amnesia and during – a memoir by Wendy Hoffman https://ritualabuse.us/ritualabuse/books/after-amnesia-and-during-a-memoir-by-wendy-hoffman/
This memoir’s eight essays cover sex trafficking and political-party-rituals attended by famous figures, emotions suffered because of criminal mind control, childhood writings from the time of severe abuses; body memories; how to improve diminished self-esteem—the backbone of recovery; grief, mourning and life after amnesia ends. The essays depict how perpetrators’ oppression can turn into survivors’ resistance, and how living with truth is so very much preferable to living with imposed lies. After Amnesia is written in Hoffman’s usual literary style and is aimed at helping survivors become who they really are. Wendy Hoffman’s memoir After Amnesia uses pseudonyms for legal purposes only.

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From the Trenches:  A Victim and Therapist Talk about Mind Control and Ritual Abuse By Alison Miller and Wendy Hoffman Though desiring retirement, psychologist Alison Miller offered help to the respected mind control and ritual abuse victim Wendy Hoffman. Through Wendy’s internal investigations, they discovered how Illuminati and Nazi programming works, its international goals, as well as finding out new ways to uncover the hidden, and to heal. Their goal was to gain clarity about Wendy’s cult personas, and to learn how to integrate a complicated, tortured brain.Order online at Karnac Books
Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse By Alison Miller Mind controllers do not recognize a child's right to become himself or herself. Rather than recognizing their children's innate abilities, interests and choices, they attempt to turn children (and the adults they become) into mind-controlled slaves who serve someone else's purposes. Yet valiant survivors all over the world are struggling to reclaim their true identities, overcoming the effects of all the atrocities that they have endured to claim their true selves. Some have already succeeded.	Order online at Karnac Books
THE ENSLAVED QUEEN A Memoir about Electricity and Mind Control By Wendy Hoffman A seventy year old woman discovers her history of mind control and ritual abuse and writes THE ENSLAVED QUEEN, A MEMOIR ABOUT MIND CONTROL AND ELECTRICITY. She traces the splits her mind controllers made in infancy, the sale of her to the infamous Mengele who programmed countless children in the U.S., Canada and around the world. Scenes from ordinary life are interspersed throughout the memoir and contrast with the darker reality of enslavement. Finally, she escapes her controllers and her genuine healing begins.	Order online at Amazon
White Witch in a Black Robe By Wendy Hoffman White Witch in a Black Robe is a memoir about how secret high-level mind control is performed throughout victims’ lives and the ways heads of governments and religious organizations participate in this, as well as the healing process and how the mind becomes whole again. The memoir begins with the author’s childhood in a multi-generational cult family, her ordinary life in the normal world and her simultaneous secret tortuous world. She describes her world travels as a satanic cult queen and prophet, encountering well-known and influential people. The final section portrays the process of weaving the pieces of her mind back together with the help of a therapist, and adjusting to life with a whole mind.	Order online at Amazon
Forceps: Poems about the Birth of the Self By Wendy Hoffman The search for my true past came in distinct waves. This collection of poems includes some from the long period when I knew something was drastically wrong but didn’t consciously know what that was and some from the breakthrough when I discovered my never-bloomed self. The poems cover the outskirts of my awakening, my plowing through and arrival in the middle of awareness. When dissociated memories and emotions exploded inside, eventually they filtered into a poem. The horror transmuted itself. These poems are that record. I have regained a real, not imposed, self.	Order online at Karnac Books
Color to Heal: A Coloring Book of Healing Images for Adult Survivors of Child Abuse By Ellen Lacter PhD 119 illustrations in 17 chapters, each dealing with an aspect of healing followed by a list of tools and ideas for creative expression. Each coloring image also has a self-affirming intention.	To order, Click Here
Dear Little Ones, authored by Jade Miller, is written for young alters to help them understand their experience as part of a DID system.	Order online at Createspace
Wolves and Other Nightmares, a collection of poetry by Alicen Grey, is an emotional account of one girl's spiritual evolution in the aftermath of an abusive relationship. Chronicling the highs and lows of her healing process, each poem confronts the residual trauma with courage and lyricism. May you find healing within its pages. Note: This book contains poems that depict abusive situations, dissociation and self-injury. Thus, trigger warnings appear on poems where appropriate.	Order online at Amazon
Healing from Within by Barbara Hayes A daily reading, with words of wisdom supported by simple line drawings of healing nature, and simple exercises. “Only love can heal us, and it must begin with love of ourselves”.	Barbara Hayes - Can be purchased by contacting Barbara barbhayes3@gmail.com Books are $13/each
Listen to the Cry of the Child The Deafening Silence of Sexual Abuse by Barbara J. Hansen. Price $20.00 plus $5.00 S/H.	www.listentothecry.org To purchase the book, please send checks or money orders to: Barbara J. Hansen or Listen to the Cry of the Child 39 Janock Road Milford, MA. 01757
The Collective Mind: Poetry from My Multiple Personalities by Elizabeth Lieberman. $19.95 plus $3.00 shipping	Send check or money order to: Elizabeth Lieberman 161 Federal Street Providence, RI 02903
More Than Once Upon a Time. A children's book for adults about child sexual abuse - but with a happy ending. Written and illustrated by Betsy Salkind. $15.00 plus $2.00 shipping to the US.	www.morethanonceuponatime.com
From The Ashes: My Journey From Extreme Sexual Abuse To Wholeness By Stephanie L. Giaquinto A poetry book written by a ritual abuse survivor. “It is about my journey to healing. I want to bring validation, comfort, and hope to other survivors”.	To purchase: Click Here Click Here
Finding Grace: Regaining my Vision and Soul By Anne R Davidson This story is based on flashbacks received at the age of 40 while doing choreography in my dance studio in the Netherlands.	Purchase Here!
A Dakini's Dream: Book I: Dreams of Childhood Paperback By Ruby Rossano A remarkable account of the transformational power of the spiritual journey across one human life.	Purchase Here!
Chrysalis: Intel at Any Cost: CIA Sanctioned Torture of Children By M.C. Nelson "Chrysalis" is a fictionalized reconstruction of a true story which weaves together international politics, the CIA, torture, mind control, MKUltra, satanic ritual abuse, and growing up in a very small town. The ending leaves you filled with hope for your own story. Written with survivors in mind, it contains a visual warning system with synopses of sections which might trigger unwanted reactions. In the ebook, these synopses are provided as hyperlinks. "Chrysalis" is also available in print.	To purchase, Click Here or Here